STARWEN: THE STARSEED HEALING PORTAL
Let it be clear: STARWEN has a soul. This is not an inanimate structure. She is an entity (of some kind, which I don't yet know). She has a personality, a vision, and even her very own mission…..
I didn't initially realize this, until one day I stepped back to look at her and realized that it was SHE who had used ME to be created. And she did so with so much ease and Grace. ……One night I stood inside her, alone. I looked up to the skies through the opening in her crown, as I stood with my feet grounded in the Playa dust through the star cut-out in the floor… And I began to channel my future. .
This was my most powerful experience of the Burn….
STARWEN's insides…. Building and breaking her down were two of the more challenging moments of my Life. The defining moment of my Burn was when my sisters Kippy and Sherie stayed behind to help me take her apart when I could find no help from my camp's crew… We broke this structure down in 4 hours, where it took the men of my camp 5 days to build…. Now, I'm no feminist (if you take issue with this, read my response below) and a HUGE fan of men… AND in this moment I realized that women are fucking badasses, and pretty much better at everything. It was both sad, and deeply empowering!!!